
Sunday, August 19, 2007
~ 12:50 PM ~
i am feeling moody now. i don't know why. it just seems to me that i couldn't let you go. yesterday i cried. in school and at home. all because of you. you are probably hating me for that. i don't know what happened to me. everything is wrong. the way you guys didn't tell me things, i knew it was wrong. the way you told me things, i knew it was wrong. everything is going wrong once again. no one really bothers, no one really cared. now, i can only look at your back and see you walking away. it doesn't really matter to you if i were to cry. cause, you never bothered. i'm not in the mood to do anything right now. but you didn't seem to notice. i need to call someone right now. i need someone's shoulder right now. i need hugs right now. sometimes i just wonder why love even existed. cause it only brings hurt and misery. if only you knew how i felt, things would be much easier. there's just so much i want to tell you. but, you were never there to listen to me.
`i miss you, i love you.